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A Little Too Much Love in His Eyes

She barely remembers the last time, A video call felt this way— The lights were softer, The world was quieter, And neither had much to say. Yet, somewhere between his eyes and hers, A thousand unspoken words took flight. There was silence, but never emptiness, Just two hearts learning how to hold each other Through a screen that night. He kept finding little ways to love her, As if his eyes had secrets to confess. And she? She could barely look at him, Blushing beneath a smile She was trying so hard to suppress. Her lips fell open, words went missing, She looked away, then looked again. An awkward laugh escaped her lips, A little attempt to hide the blush That was painting her cheeks again. She thought she was hiding it beautifully, That he couldn't possibly know— But he caught every stolen glance, Every smile she tried to swallow, Every little blush she couldn't control. And then they talked. Or perhaps, she talked enough for two, While he listened with that quiet tenderness T...

इंसानियत सबसे पहले

क्या फर्क पड़ता है अगर कोई तुम्हारे राज्य से नहीं है, उसका धर्म तुमसे अलग है, वो तुम्हारी भाषा नहीं बोलता, या किसी और जाति या समुदाय से है? क्या किसी को नीचा दिखाकर, उसकी आस्था पर सवाल उठाकर, या उसे अपनी सोच में ढालने की ज़िद से तुम्हें गर्व होता है? क्या इससे तुम्हारी पहचान ऊँची होती है? अगर हाँ — तो शायद तुम उस जगह पर नहीं हो जहाँ इंसानियत ज़िंदा है। पहलगाम की उस दर्दनाक घटना में जिन्होंने जान गंवाई — क्या हमने पूछा कि वो किस जाति के थे, किस धर्म को मानते थे, या कौन सी भाषा बोलते थे? नहीं — क्योंकि जब आँसू बहते हैं, वो न धर्म देखते हैं, न सरहदें। वो बस दिल को तोड़ जाते हैं। क्या बिगड़ जाएगा अगर हम किसी और के धर्म का सम्मान करें, उनकी भाषा में दो बोल प्यार से कहें, या उनकी पहचान को सहज रूप से स्वीकारें? कुछ भी नहीं बदलेगा — सिवाय इसके कि हम किसी का दिल जीत लेंगे, और एक और इंसान को अपना बना लेंगे। हमने ही तो ये दीवारें खड़ी की हैं — धर्म, जाति, भाषा के नाम पर। पर हकीकत में, हम सब एक ही मिट्टी से बने हैं — हम भारतीय हैं, और सबसे पहले — इंसान।

I Am Scared — A Reflection on Words and Wounds

  I’m afraid— Not of meeting someone, But of the conversations that follow. For knowingly, or not, They probe, They laugh, And rarely do they regret. Instead, they mark my hurt with a shrug— “Oh, I was just joking! You took it too seriously.” I’m afraid— Not of what lies ahead, But of how my past Becomes a story for others to mock. A moment of pain Turned into their punchline. I do not fear my future. But still, they ask— “What if this happens to you?” Not to understand, But to judge. Rarely do they place themselves In the shoes of the questioned. And though I say I’m not scared, That I live a joyful present— Still, I fear The darkness in their thoughts, The weight of their words. For you never know What they’ll ask, Or how deeply it might cut.

O̶u̶r̶ Story

She asked him, What will be Our Story, after 5 years? He didn't answer her. But she knows that in the end She'll probably just not be on any page. Because everyone came and stayed She didn't exist! For him, he has everything, but not HER. She was probably a trespassing person. But even, if that's the case She hopes he cherishes his life With his Future SHE. For her, he is - In every Page, In every Chapter; Which completes her Book. And she hopes one day She will cross him on the road And will ask him To run his eyes on this Book. And as he ran his eyes, Over the Book,  To every Chapter To every Page From his lips to Her words She expect him to Smile. Just Smile :)

Beyond Everything

Did I ever say to you, I love you To the moon and back  I remembered, I never Because It’s beyond that… As I say now, I love you To your every ounce of blood, To the deepest sea and  As far deeper as diver can’t go through I love you and it’s beyond that. You asked, why beyond? Its because, I love you now; I love you then; And I love you when and wherever. The stars are still up, If sun gone out, or moon goes away  The stars still shines for us. I will never stop saying;  If so I am not there  The winds and the stars, Will be there to tell you - She loves you beyond everything! I L🫶ve You

Grateful '23

Meeting with you was a coincidence Who knows We see sun and moon together  That was knitted with your love Your heart was quiet,  Rebelling with the clocks Ticking all over and over Love me as you do Relentlessly, effortlessly, recklessly.  2023 holds so much Blessed, it ends with good times You made me believe Best is yet to come '23 has a hint of HOPE I wasn't looking for this What I found in '23.

Hello 🍰

Why you always yell at me? There was a time I always look forward to you, used to wait you eagerly, began my countdown a 3 months before. But a lot happened. I grow.  I learn to heel.  I overjoyed. I fell.  My pain fades away.  I with baggage. What remain constant was The Hope.  You know Me and I know You, Perfectly. So this is the identity we are having.  So here it is, We started this Journey together but here today as your day begins here I will be walking alone now. Good Luck! 🍰

Calling my Lily again

All the Lily, I own it I lost it, few days back The petals were drop off Branches were dried and dull The sun, was not knocked on the door Today, I chopped off everything - Roots, Stem, Branches, Lily too I have to do it,  I found Minerals were not there in them Soil too lost its Identity. Being there with Lily all the time, How come my Lily was dead inside out! How come the Sun did not show up! All I was observing and warming myself  Autumn had knocked on the door early Now Spring too will come over Indeed it was frightening for me All I have with me is - Lily Which too I had lost it. I am still me, making my Hopes rise up To rejuvenate my Lily all over again.

Like Yesterday

It's just like another night, When despair hit her again The words were same The emotions were the same, It's a boy who is new. Just like another night, She questions about herself About her existence and her soul Her intuition was same. Her search for her is still on, I guess. Just like another night, Her words were the same Addition in curse, Addition in her sin Subtraction in total people. The island where she is now, Is sinking fastly How come she will save this time? She is struggling again to find the way A way to her not to him!

I Felt Anxious

I want my heart to keep fluttering But why do I feel anxious! Blood rushes up Heartbeat suck faster than ever My senses revitalize like a sea breeze When you go upon my mind My heart swings like a tap..tap Sweet melody on my tongue tip Wants to be an evening melody for you Which is as sweet as caramel The touch of your hand  Touch my absent breath  Is like a sipping a glass of wine Which just sip all my worries This pathetic soul wants to grow with you Since the time I saw you But I scared to open up And, locked myself in that gaze Past started blowing out Locked up my hand And, I felt anxious at the moment The time, I Felt you

Falling Star

Witness the sparkling bright star Had Caught to my eyes Falling from the galaxies A shooting star, I wonder! Living life to the fullest Making best out of it My heart wishes  And I said it Louder and louder Making others to hear Oops...this should be secret wish I wonder, how shooting stars Carries weight of all our wishes Who is just about to crash!

Stay forever, Don't you?

Stay, Stay with me Don't you No matter how much we argue, we fight Promise, will stay till the end Look at me Don't you Read my unsaid story Cover me within you Hold me  Don't you Hold me in this crowd Come and make me feel alive Smile with me Don't you Let me see the curve line That blooms me with happiness Promise me Don't you You will let yourself feel Not misery, pain or fear but love, care and kindness Travel with me Don't you Let me make memories with you Memories of Us Hug me Don't you Let me embrace the warm feeling Feeling of Safe Kiss me Don't you Like you never did before And be with me for eternity Love me  Don't you Like I am the only one Trust me, you are only one for me Read me a poem Don't you I want to feel each words The way you feel it, when I recite Stay forever, till eternity Lost in the world of chaos I am in peace with you Was it so hard to stay?

Sunrise'22

Sunset has Passed Of all Tears Of all Hatred Of all Frowns Of all Cunning Of all Anger Of all Sinister Of all Antagonist Of all Pretend  End with a Conclusion Begin with a Blessing Diary of White Page For 365 Days-Night It's a Time To Open the Lock With a Key'22 Blessed your Ink With your Thoughts It's a Sunrise Happy New Day Happy New Night Happy New Life Happy New Hope Happy New Dream Happy New People Happy New Desire Happy New Love Fly like a Bird In a Turbulent Brook Paint the Canvas With the Color of Joy Show the World with Pride  Who had made you Fall Get better, Fight together End the Year with a Blast How about You? Happy New 2022!!

Cold-Blooded

Its a Rough time going on Full of Hatred, Lies, Insecure On every Instance, Tears are Rolling out. Judgement & Advice, Is the key for everything But no one wants to hear  To Hear and Believe on Truth. The Love, Affection, Kindness Had gone, Boom...Blast A Blast of Bread and Soil! Fingers on the Lips, Stake in the Heart, Eyes are Closed. You forget Us, We forget You Is the statement since last days Till no time, Might Be!

Starving for Bread & Soil

We believe in the culture, tradition But you believe in the Bread We believe in the etiquette given by elder one But you believe in the Bread and Soil It just a matter of persistence And the way of communication But you forget, When Bread and Soil came infront of everything We believe in love and respect We believe in family and friends But you believe in Bread The Bread which will not long for as long as you think But you give importance above all And at the last you will be left with nothing Only with your Bread and Soil The time when you need the most of us Then beside you, you'll have Bread and Soil But,now you won't be realising this thing We showed love respect and kindness towards you But,you are a blindfolded man  Where the evil eyes blindfolded you So our tender love care you can't see,not even felt it Its a matter of time,time waits for none Enjoy your this time, Because it won't last longer Then open your blindfolded eyes! When you are left with nothing,excep...